Depression sucks. This week hit me harder than I expected and I can't describe the half-awake, numbness that I've been experiencing. It drains me of all energy and motivation. And I even had no desire to really eat or to shower this time around, which has never happened. I don't know what's got me feeling this low, but I'm trying to get by and keep the kids alive. So, workouts and whatnot are on the backburner until I can gain the strength to climb up out of this dark hole I found myself in.